I hate how you always leave me with nothing to say

I hate how i can't exactly see you day after day

I hate how some people doubt us&how we think we're ment to be

But most of all i hate how i dont even hate you or anything

With you everything works out so perfectly

or at least thats how we were to me.


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ok im not putting this out there to get sympathy infact no one comment this i just need somthing to help me get this all out.
Have you ever loved someone so much that it made you sick?
that you thought about them every day?
that you counted the minutes until you would be together again?
love was supposed to work out between me and you..
but mabye you should stop commenting every pretty girl you see..!
its not that im not asking you to not comment on someones picture..
i dont know how u can pretend that im going to hurt you by falling in love with someone else when you have so many girls leaving shit on your profile..
i dont want you to fall in love with someone else..
is being with me so much to ask?


i told you i promissed to always trust you no matter what..
but how can i do that when you are doing so much right
in front of my very eyes?
im not even sure if you love me...
or that i can trust you..
i mean you could very well have someone else..
ofcoarse they wouldnt know about me theres nothing about me
on your profile..
i dont even know if i feel like talking to you..
dont lie to me dan.. please..